 Of still being 2006-05-18 ~ 11:02 a.m.  I'm still here. I have been quiet in most of my life. Writing is a part of that quiet. I write blogs in my head... I just don't get the chance to be online to post them. Days slip by... This is a conversation with myself in so many ways. I am always delighted and surprised when someone leaves a note in my guestbook. The moment of "Wow... what lead them to here?" I have some pics to post of my wisteria. This may seem odd.. but I have planted several wisterias ~ only to move before they matured enough to bloom. I saw blooms this year. I also have a peony that is about to bloom. This also pleases me. A lot. Our little pond wannabe has a new lodger. A frog has moved in. The internal conversation about what to do with my life continues. I suppose by the time one gets to 40 something that you would know the answer to that question. Not true. It's difficult to leave nearly 7 years behind. I want to believe that the culture in other areas is different than the one that I currently deal with. I don't know that though. I wonder if we wouldn't be better off with Daniel and I both working 40 hour a week jobs. That would, of course, mean seeking child care for the summer. Something that could easily suck the income advantage down to a non-exsistant level. Never mind worrying about finding someone we would trust with Lilly. Poor child... her uncle and I are painfully aware of the possibilities in this world. We are aware of the consequenses that would befall anyone who harmed Lilly..... I am certain that my Do No Harm beliefs would fall to my equally strong belief in Justice. Children should be safe. Always. So.. with that rant and wandering update of sorts... I also need to say Thank you to Frozen . Safe Travels & Bright Blessings
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