Of opening doors & being alone 2005-09-18 ~ 6:00 p.m. And so I find myself in the unenviable place of doing what is right ~ instead of what I want so badly that I ache. The one place I seem to be vulnerable lay exposed again. I let it happen. Yes, I did. Willingly walked into the fire ~ naked. So, my answer to that was to drink my dinner last night and convince her that making things work where she is was the right thing to do. At least to try to make things work. Part of me ~ kicking myself for not pushing the buttons, saying the words that would make this turn out the way I want it to. The rest of me, knowing that the right thing was to talk to her about it. Remind her of what she already knew. That she isn't done there yet. I'll go back to my quiet aloneness.... Links To ClickPrevious entryRandom entryNext entryHollieJamesLizKristaMarnNotesNeopets