 Of scary thoughts & chaos 2005-07-11 ~ 10:01 a.m.  Last night, as Lilly was swimming in the garden tub, she said to me: Grandma, the monsters and the bad people are trying to take me away from you. For a moment, I couldn't breathe. No, Lilly. No one is going to take you away from me. My heart is hurting that she even thinks about things like that. What drifted through her mind to bring that to words... So many things... I feel like our world is spinning out of control... and I can't seem to stop it. I have to focus on something and get things back into some kind of controlled chaos. If you believe in some higher existance.. send thoughts for me.. for us. I'm drowning and could use a bit of help. Safe travels
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